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Ruin My Life

Ruin My Life is giving messy mafia why-choose with a heroine backed into an absolutely brutal corner — save her dying mother or hand her future over to a disgusting crime boss. Enter three men with very different flavors of obsession: brutal silver fox problem-solver, golden retriever who’ll get bloody for her, and scarred billionaire stalker with haunted-boy energy. It’s long, dramatic, angsty, and some readers thought the darkness was overhyped, but the setup still brings forced-heir stakes, organized crime, age-gap/RH heat, and “check your triggers” energy. If y’all want a dark mafia harem with emotional damage, possessive men, and danger circling the whole time, this belongs on the one-click pile.

Book Description

Desperate to save my dying mother, I sacrifice myself to a repulsive crime boss.
The cost? I must produce him an heir.

I accepted my terrible fate until I met them. Three very different, alluring men.

Silver, the brutal silver fox, who thrives on solving problems, and helped me get rid of a body.

Alec, the intelligent golden retriever, who will do anything for me, even get his hands dirty.

And Miller, the mysterious billionaire stalker with scars and tattoos, whose haunted past mirrors my own.

With one month remaining until my life truly is no longer my own, I realize I must choose between my life or my mother’s.

I struggle with trust and acceptance as I’m caught in a dance of danger and forbidden desire.

But with every glimmer of hope, my cruel reality forces me to ask the inevitable question…

Will love be my redemption, or will it ruin my life?

Ruin My Life is a mafia romance standalone set in the Sinners and Angels universe that can be read at any time.

You do not need to read any books prior to reading this one.

Meant for mature audiences.

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Triggers
⚠️ DETAILED TRIGGERS ⚠️ (contains spoilers)

Content Warnings

Go in with eyes open for mafia violence, coercive “produce an heir” stakes, forced-breeding implications, pregnancy-related pressure, stalking, toxic power dynamics, trauma, past abuse, emotional manipulation, physical violence, and organized-crime danger. Reviews also mention age gap, reverse harem/why-choose dynamics, betrayal, death mentions, and darker content that some readers felt was intense while others felt was more “vanilla dark romance” than the trigger list suggested. The book also includes sharing/group dynamics and strong obsessive/possessive MMC energy.
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Publication Date2023-12-21 Relationship Pairing(s)RH Darkness Score7/10
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