Lies of My Monster

Kirillsasha nation, this is your middle book — and yeah, it hurts exactly the way it’s supposed to. Kirill is peak possessive mafia monster here: counts every time they’ve slept together, demands a pet name so he can outrank a ghost, and then has the audacity to pull that engagement stunt while she’s wearing his nickname literally tattooed above her coochie. The man is deranged and we love him for it. The grovel arc here is actually FMC-led, which is a switch, and the secret marriage scene? Criminally underrated. Go in knowing this one suffers from classic middle-book syndrome — the plot drags its feet getting there — but that cliffhanger and the Yuri reveal will have you one-clicking the finale before the last page even loads.

Book Description

In our brutal world, there’s no such thing as the truth.
Lies overflow until they become a reality.
But I’m determined to uncover what happened to my family.
One problem, though.
My monster, Kirill.
We are not the same anymore.
It’s become hard to trust one another.
But it’s downright impossible to stay away from each other.
It’s mad, chaotic, and wrong, but it’s us.
And we might have to pay for it with blood.

Tropes:

  • Mulan but make it mafia
  • Manipulative MMC x Strong FMC
  • Equally protective hero & heroine
  • Suspense
Genre, Tropes & Kinks Triggers ⚠️ DETAILED TRIGGERS ⚠️ (contains spoilers)

Content Warnings

Readers should be aware of several notable triggers going into this one. There is attempted sexual assault on the FMC during the Albanian kidnapping scene. The MMC uses coercion and manipulation/gaslighting throughout — most notably when he edges the FMC across an entire night trying to force a confession (non-consensual in nature), and later locks her in a basement to prevent her leaving. The relationship itself is toxic and codependent by design, with significant emotional and psychological abuse from the MMC. Physical assault is present — both the FMC throwing herself down stairs (played somewhat for dramatics in context) and the MMC being shot twice. There is graphic torture when Kirill interrogates an Albanian captive, plus general violence and murder throughout the mafia setting. The FMC is kidnapped by Albanian mobsters mid-book. A possible pregnancy is hinted at toward the end (not confirmed in this installment). Stalking features early — Kirill follows Sasha to Russia covertly. The book ends on a hard cliffhanger.
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Publication Date2023-03-02 Relationship Pairing(s)MF Darkness Score6/10
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